everything ended

the state Chinese debate competition was over
we lose in to hua lian in the final=(
on that morning , i was so not feeling well
but i stood for it n finally i went up to the stage
but... i just couldn't fully concentrate when the competition was on
i was a failure~ i was a disqualified debater
because i couldn't put everything down before went up to the stage
OMG~~ it was so pain.. i was so suffer during the competition
finally.. it went to the end
we came down n cried
as we knew , we didn't do well
we did not do our best
we spotted right what were their points
we discussed how to fight against them before
but what happened to us??
we did not do what had we prepared
because i was not feeling well??
because we were tired??
because we were nervous??
haiz~ i didn't know
as it was not important anymore
it was over
n the fact was just what we expected
WE LOSE~~