have fun at parade kbox^^

24/07/10~

went parade with wai loon (my dear) , khar mun (my lao gong) ,huei min(my sai lou) n chin mun (my mui)

so sad that my sis-in-law , claudia can't go along with us=(

as what khar mun promised , she treated me for my lunch^^

we went to kbox n had fun there

we sang many songs , but most were sad love songs

suddenly , something came into my mind

~words that u said to me n your attitude in these few days~

i... my mood became very down

all of u asked me what happened but i just couldn't answer

because i didn't really know what happened to me

as i just moody once i woke up early in the morning

once i saw n heard the lyrics , i felt like wanna cry

but for sure , i controlled myself

i failed... i dropped my tears in front of you
that's my first time n i swore that it would b my last time too

i will never let u c me cry anymore

sorry~ i knew that u were worrying me

i knew that you were heart aching through your face expression
how much i wished to hug u tightly n cried

but i didn't , just cried beside you

sorry for not answering what happened to me at that time

because i was just afraid that i would cry more seriously

it may be the last chance for us to meet before my trial

the fear feelings came into my heart

i felt so scare... scare that we will have problem if we don't meet

just like what happened last year

i don't want n don't wish it will happen again~

tat's y i tried my best to meet u once a week

however , we had to say goodbye to each other

truly , i didn't feel like wanna leave

didn't wish to walk to the entrance

but i must do so.. sorry~

bye my dear~ take good care of yourself at kampar~

anyway , i was enjoying myself immensely today

it was so fun that i saw them wearing dress n skirt^^

all of u looked so pretty la friends=)

hope we can hang out again after trial!