how will it be?

tomorow after school

i will b going to do my stomach scanning

i had avoided it for more than 2 years

n now... it's time for me to face it , right?

what will the result be?

i don't know~

truly , i m so afraid of it=(

although i said i wanna face it toughly

i still feel worry n scare

isn't i think tooo much

but my gastric seemed really very serious

today... i did gastric when i was having tuition

but i dare not to tell my mum about it

if there's really something bad tomorrow

how m i going to face it??

actually... i don't hope to let my mum to know it

just in case it is a bad news

but she's the 1 bring me to the doctor

so impossible she'll leave me there

huh~~ can i hide the result from everyone if that's bad?
i don't wanna anyone to worry me

don't wanna anyone to pity me too

anyway , i believe that i will b alright

LNJ , u r healthy always! gambateh~