*ended*

don't know why...
i clicked into your profile accidentally
n i don't know why...
i viewed every pictures of yours
just to see what changes do u have?
yea~ i think soooo~~
n...... i realized something that made me felt hurt
u...... deleted all the pictures between us~
maybe u had deleted it since JUNE , just i didn't know it
how much i hope that what is happening now is just a dream
how much do i hope that u will smile to me again 1 day
how much do i wish that we can return to the previous time
but i know... that's impossible , u r hating me , right?
HOW STUPID M I~~~
y do i still wanna care u??
y did i wanna call someone buy food for u when u were not going to recess??
y did i wanna worry that u would be gastric?
y did i wanna call someone to remind u to take care when u r sick??
y did i wanna call someone to tell u answer when u didn't know how to answer question?
WHY?? WHY?? WHY??!!
why can't i just put down everything like what u did~
maybe just like what u said before...
without me , u still have them..
n now , it proved... u r right...
because u r enjoying your life now , immensely~
the day before now , i was still dreaming
i did really believe that miracles will appear
i did really hope that u will wish me next Sunday
but now... i know that my birthday wish for this year will never come true
no matter how long i will b waiting for it , it is still the same~