just keep in heart

don't know why... i don't feel like blogging recently
it is not that i don't have any feelings to express
there are a lot , but i don't feel like wanna say out
i knew there are many people sense my unhappiness
but i just kept telling that i m fine
why?? i don't know..
maybe... i don't really hope to let u all know
how if u had knew it??
there's no different too

i just feel that i m very tired

tired in relationship , tired in friendship s well

i m tired to repeat n repeat the same problem

because i m tired to hear any excuses too

i can't really believe anyone anymore

i feel that people are scary , n i m totally afraid

tears by tears , sorry by sorry , excuses by excuses......

enough!! everything is enough!!

i can't stand for it anymore

my heart was totally dead

i can't put any hope with whatever u all said anymore

who m i for you??

i m just a person u will think of when u r in troubles

i m just a person who comes after your other friends

come after your games n come after your everything

i m just an ordinarily person for you

if i m unhappy at school , i hope i can b happy at tuition

how if i m unhappy at tuition too??

just hope to see caring from u all

but what is the end?? i got nothing

supposed to b relax at home

but there will always become my stressful place

every night , i will just fall asleep after tiring from crying

don't u realize that i didn't care n mind for anything anymore?
whatever happened , i will just show a smiley face
r u really think that i m happy that time??
THE MORE I SHOWED SMILEY FACE , THE MORE SAD I M
usually , i will put ;) or ^^ , but not :)
my heart is really sour , i don't wanna get hurt anymore
so i m just having a 'whatever' concept
anything happen , let it happens
anything u wanna do onto me , just go on
anything u wanna hide from me , i won't ask anymore
evrything of mine , just keep in heart
because when i need someone to share with , nobody is there for me
so... anything about me... is actually not really important anymore~