amc st john annual training camp 2010

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emerald~!!

21st-24th of dec~

as usual , i went to amc st john annual training camp 2010

what made different was i was 1 of the instructors this year

truly , i was quite surprised that i was being chosen

frankly speaking , i was quite worried too

i was afraid that i couldn't do well n couldn't train my group well

well , it went to the end.. sigh~

and i did really feel that i didn't do well in this camp

however , i was glad that my group was being praised by many people

i was glad that they got the 'best x'mas sock' n the 'best formation'

i m glad that they learnt things very fast

even they didn't get best group nor best leader

they are still the best in my heart

what i expected from them , they did achieve it

even did more than that~

well , i m proud of u all , EMERALD~!!

but for myself , i didn't know did i achieve what others expected from me

but i thought that i didn't , SORRY~

i knew that i didn't do well in my malay dance~ sigh

i made many people disappointed

when it went to the end , i got a surprised

my group leader , wong xin min gave me a hug

she thanked me profusely

actually... i didn't do anything for the group

i still felt guilty that i didn't take care u all well

i felt that i was a failure as i didn't know my group member's problem

anyway , it was so touching when she hugged me

both of us cried together~ huh~

yee yun did hug me too , n she cried

she said i made her cried every time

(actually it was her own problem , cried once she hugged me)

sigh~ time passed fast , 4 days in the camp had gone

would it be my last experience in amc st john annual training camp?

would it be my last memory with my buddies?