CrY aGaIn =[

it is midnight now
i planned to sleep earlier today
because i am so tired
but somebody mentioned something
and we argued again
i am having gastric since the moment we start to argue
i told YOU but YOU ignored it
YOU just continue to express your feelings
and say whatever YOU want to say
i am now already not gastric
is 'wei Chou jin'
i try to call YOU to stop but YOU don't mind
don't YOU know that gastric will really manage to kill a person??
YOU might don't know the suffer feelings
because YOU didn't experience such a serious pain before
i did gastric till faint before...did YOU?? no~
now.. i rather i pain till faint , unconscious
also don't want to pain till can't breathe like now
once i faint , at least i no need to explain anything to YOU
at least i won't feel the pain
and i no need to stand for the pain to reply YOU
once i am emotional like now since i am crying
it will become more pain due to 'ji dong'
but i just can't stop crying
i believed YOU remember what i said before
if YOU make me cry non-stop for YOU again
there'll be our ending cause i can't stand for it anymore
YOU don't care about it.. why??!!
YOU forget it?? or YOU just think that i was just joking with YOU??
i was not joking when i said so
i was not cause of anger so i said so
I AM NOT.. SO PLEASE DO TAKE SERIOUS OF IT~
but it is too late.. because YOU did it again
i need some time.. to think about the problem
and find a solution for a better us in the future
the future which won't suffer for us like right now~~