its too late

i realised that you misunderstood something

you thought there's no place for the new Zealand camp

when did i say so?? you are wrong..

it means my friends are right

if i please you 1 more time

you will allow me to go

but i didn't..just wanna to respect you

but i was wrong.. totally wrong

i should not give up the chance

it was hurt when you told me..

'actually i allowed you to go

but i changed my mind due to H1N1'

then what for you told me about it??

you can just let me just forget about it

why you want to mention it again now??

its harm for me to know that you changed your mind again!!

why you want to give me chance

and push all my hopes at the same moment

can you make a good decision next time??

or can you don't tell me that you were giving chance to me

but now you got to change it??

you just let me give up lo

why do you want to be so cruel to me??

don't you understand me as my mum??

i know 31/8 was the closing date for registration

it was too late

so i planned to forget about it

since i know i would not have chance for it

but why you want to spoil my mood again and again??

i decided to sleep by 10.30 pm

but you called sister to pass a message to me

you said i can go to new Zealand if get the chance

chance?? will i get it?? definitely no!!

because you already rejected the chance that pn tan gave me!!

is you push away my chance but now you said allow me to go?!

it is sooooo " FUNNY " !!

i dropped my tears

i could not sleep

just because of the 1 sentence that you said

so can you please don't ever spoil my mood anymore??

especially when it is time for me to sleep

it is not easy for me to forget this incident

but i have ti force myself to do so

because i can't take you as my enemy