-it is SUCKS-

THERE'S A MEETING FOR ALL CAMP OC TODAY
I WENT TO SCHOOL WISH A SLEEPY CONDITION
OH DAMN~~ I WAS HAVING A SERIOUSLY P PAIN!!
WHEN I RETURNED HOME , THERE WAS NOBODY
I FELT SO DISAPPOINTED BECAUSE I NEED THEM MUCH
I WENT FOR BATHE.. IT GETTING MORE SERIOUS
I SMS HIM.. BUT HE WAS NOT THAT SUPPORT ME
I THOUGHT WE ARGUED AGAIN.. HAIZ~~
WHEN MY MUM RETURNED HOME
I ASKED HER WHETHER SHE WOULD COOK
SHE DIDN'T GIVE ME A GOOD ANSWER
STILL BLAMED THAT I BATHED SLOW
OMG.. DON'T SHE KNOW THAT I CAN'T GET HUNGRY??
I WOULD GET GASTRIC.. WUWU~ PITY ME
HAIZ~~ NOBODY REALISED WHY WAS I LYING ON THE SOFA
HUGGING MY PILLOW AND SAT A SIDE
NOBODY ASKED ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO ME
WHY SEEMED NOBODY CARE ME ON THIS WORLD??
AM I REALLY THAT NO WORTH TO BEING CARED??
TEARS DRIPPING DOWN FROM MY EYES
I HATE MY LIFE. HATE MY LONELY LIFE..
HATE MY HOME.. IT HAD CHANGED
LAST TIME THAT HOME SWEET HOME HAD LOST
I COULDN'T FIND IT BACK ANYMORE
IT DOESN'T BELONG TO ME NOW
I FED UP.. I WISHED TO RUN AWAY FROM THIS HOME
AS FAR AS I COULD.. IT IS JUST A COLD FEELING HERE
THAT'S WHY I RATHER ALWAYS STAY AT SCHOOL
AT LEAST I CAN CHAT WITH MY FRIENDS
I FIND THAT EVEN ST JOHN IS A WARMER 'HOME' FOR ME
EVERYBODY CARES ME IN THIS SOCIETY
I LOVE EVERYONE THERE MUCH
ESPECIALLY THE F4 COMMITTEE
MY BIG FAMILY THERE.. MY LGs , LP , LUIs N MUIs