please... STOP it~!!

debate debate debate~~
i m so tired of this word
every Saturday when having dinner outside
i will hear of these
n every time mentioning the same thing
'your pictures were on the newspaper de le~'
'after u lose your debate competition , sister n i went up to the newspaper also~'
'its ok de la... got runner up considered very good already~'
'even your aunt also said hua lian very famous~'
'aiya~ ya gela... hua lian is so geng le.. once the 3rd debater stood up , none of u can fight her also~'
'aiyo~ never mind la~ 1st year took part only ma...'
'yale~ c u so got face.. we purposely came back n supported u le~'
everyone takes turn n spoke different sentence
but everyone spoke the same sentence of yours
3 of u kept repeating this sentence every Saturday
don't u all feel bored with it??
don't u all know how much the words hurt me?
can't u notice that my expression will change immediately when u started to talk about it?
at the beginning , i could still joke with u all
but it had passed n over more than 1 month
can u all just stop mentioning it?
i don wish to cry in front of u all
i stand for it so many times
i just forced myself to smile when u all talked about it
i thought everything has ended after the competition
but there's still someone praising for my good job
someone saying that they are so disappointed that we couldn't win
someone still giving me pressure
someone still hating me
everyone is still mentioning~!!
gosh~ can u all please stop it??!
i didn't say that i mind doesn't mean that i don't
who don wanna win in a competition??
who wanna lose??!! NOBODY~
that's not what we hope too
we had already cried much on 18th April
so can u all just 'PITY' me n stop talking about it??!!
just let time passes n let me forget about it
please........... stop it~